Salam semua. Hari ni masuk hari ke-4 Fikri di masukkan dalam hospital akibat jatuh dan kepala terhentak objek. Bak kata teman2 rapat dan saudara mara, ini merupakan ‘Unexpected Incident happen at unexpected time’
Khamis (8.30pm)
Selepas makan malam bersama 1 keluarga. Alhamdulillah Dinner malam ni, Yop Firdaus yang masak… special ‘Burger’. Rancangan malam ni nak ke giant beli sedikit keperluan untuk Percutian kami di Perth, Isnin depan (29/11/10). Firdaus, Syuhaidah, Jasmin, Fikri n Faiz kat luar rumah main buai dan sembang2 sementara menunggu saya keluar dgn kunci kereta. Tiba-tiba saya terdengar bunyi ‘detum’ kuat… toleh kat luar fikri dah terbaring dengan papan basketball kat dada. Saya terus menepa kearahnya, tidak bergerak ‘yop, cepat angkat adik’ Dalam hati ‘Ya allah berikan ku kekuatan’…. Saya, Sunshine dan anak yang lain terkejut… fikri dah tak bergerak. Sunshine terus nak tekan dada untuk beri oksigen, saya secepat kilat ‘ STOP, let go to hospital now’ capai apa yg teringat dan drive to Alpha Specialist Dataran Sunway, dah masuk mereka kata mlm mereka tutup…. Aduiiiiiii…
sunshine : ‘Mana lagi?’
saya : ‘Tropicana Medical, itu yg paling dekat’
balas saya… sambil fikri di pangku saya gerak2kan badan dia sambil memanggil nama dia… ‘Fikri, fikri, fikri bangun….’ Aduiiiii tak respond.
Sampai Emergency Room
ER team bawa dia ke bilik saya kena tunggu kat luar… aduiiiii risaunya… tengok pulak mereka berlari sini sana… dengar pulak fikri muntah dan suara menangis.. dalam hati ‘Alhamdulillah, fikri dah sedar. Tapi muntah tu not good sign’. Dari sorang doctor kepada sorang lagi doctor datang …. Uh panicnya namun kena kuat ‘let focus to make him recover fast and my spirit and soul must be 3x more than usual to face all the fact’
CT scan would take place to diagnose his head injury dan kepala dah bengkak sebelah… DO it if it will help him recover fast. By 9.30pm result keluar, Sebelah kiri retak but not serious taka da blood clot kata Dr. Ganguly. He did explain bout this head injury… basically to make me calm down I guest. We’re admitted at Tropicana Medical Centre. Fikri condition, he still refuse to open his eye and vomiting always. No food or event drink to his body… then doctor give instruction to give me water drip.
From the time that his admitted bout more than 5 time vomiting with eye close. By 3.40am his eye open and vomiting still till we need to change the bed sheet. But for me it really a good sign, his open his eye. I can’t sleep due to his condition, lucky here got wireless… writing will help me to calm down. No I’m not writing I searching information on medical treatment of this head injury. Dalam hati waktu tu… Ya Allah, hanya tuhan saja yg tahu… now I understand why doctor mention ‘Don’t worry mum, it’s not serious’…. He really to calm me down.
Facebooking is my source to let my wish as my NAWAITU for his fast recovery… how difficult it is… we’re searching for the best solution for his recovery. ..i’m using the words ‘ Alhamdulillah Fikri recover well and beransur pulih… - he really need my positive mind and 100% love from family members. I’m make stupid joke and talk to him although he is sleep …. In this situation I really need extra-extra strength or else tear came down.
To my sweetie, FIKRI ‘Ibu believe you’re more stronger than me, hey you can fight with all your superpower. Ibu will always beside you to courage you for fast recovery then we can go out for playing again’
Zai Malek
Always in passion to crack the toughnest of live challenged towards of balances lifestyle between family and career.









